I Hate Myself

I hate myself.
I hate how I can't truly express myself.
I hate how I cut myself off of the world.
I hate how I crash every time I try to do things.

I hate myself.
I hate being all alone by myself.
I hate being pushed off the edge.
I hate being me, myself and I most of the time.

I hate myself.
I hate me for confusing me.
I hate me for not understanding me.
I hate me for being in conflict with me.

I hate myself.
I hate myself for hating me.
I hate myself for hating me as who I am.
I hate myself for hating me as who I am and who I hate.

I hate myself.
I hate myself so much.
I hate myself so much that I want to die.
I hate myself so much that I want to die each night before I go to sleep.